Monday, November 17, 2008 // 6:09 AM
uhh.. im going back emo again..
why me..
life.. seems so meaningless now.
everyday is just like every other day.
it's like you'll know what happens tomorrow..
cause. everyday is the same.
uhh..
life.. is SO MEANINGLESS..
how about not living?..
it would be so much nicer.
not worrying
LOL...
i cant even smile right.
uhh.
what the hell's wrong with me..
argh.
i dun. feel anything..
but. i am really truly to the people that treat me as a TRUE friend.
couple?
love?
is now. nothing to me (:
friends is what i wanna have.
anyway WHO THE HELL WOULD wanna like me.?
lols.
im just another ugly girl u can find on the streets.
uhh.. im so lack of confidence. uhhhh..
having pimples called as RED BEANS =.=
created by my "ALL-SO-CLEVER" brother.
nice eh?
im helping him searching for a "AH SUO"
help? ;D
Life..
is nothing without love.
without LOVE. these 4 letters.
we would be here right now.
LOVE is not a easy thing.
It's hard as can imagine.
but.
when you finally find the right one (as to you).
Actually..
It's never gonna be right.
you'll be having fights and so.
To me,
Loving someone is just a waste of time now.
LOVE,
can never be replaced.
can never be perfect.
can never be forgotten.
There will always be memories of bad n good times.
but.
you'll have to see how to placed them in your heart.
HEART,
ain't a good place to put all your feelings.
dont be stubborn like me. keeping everything to yourself.
and keeping other's too.
it's just. stupid.
life.. is SO MEANINGLESS..
how about not living?..
it would be so much nicer.
not worrying
LOL...
i cant even smile right.
uhh.
what the hell's wrong with me..
argh.
i dun. feel anything..
but. i am really truly to the people that treat me as a TRUE friend.
couple?
love?
is now. nothing to me (:
friends is what i wanna have.
anyway WHO THE HELL WOULD wanna like me.?
lols.
im just another ugly girl u can find on the streets.
uhh.. im so lack of confidence. uhhhh..
having pimples called as RED BEANS =.=
created by my "ALL-SO-CLEVER" brother.
nice eh?
im helping him searching for a "AH SUO"
help? ;D
Life..
is nothing without love.
without LOVE. these 4 letters.
we would be here right now.
LOVE is not a easy thing.
It's hard as can imagine.
but.
when you finally find the right one (as to you).
Actually..
It's never gonna be right.
you'll be having fights and so.
To me,
Loving someone is just a waste of time now.
LOVE,
can never be replaced.
can never be perfect.
can never be forgotten.
There will always be memories of bad n good times.
but.
you'll have to see how to placed them in your heart.
HEART,
ain't a good place to put all your feelings.
dont be stubborn like me. keeping everything to yourself.
and keeping other's too.
it's just. stupid.
TO a STUPID, STUBBORN, UGLY GIRL.
BEIWEI(as people call me EVELYN)
BEIWEI(as people call me EVELYN)

